The light shifts in the living room around seven, turning the space where I usually sit into a place of deep, stretching shadows. I often find myself reaching for the lamp by the reading chair, needing to carve out a small, bright island against the encroaching dark.
The sound of kibble hitting the ceramic bowl is usually the metronome of my morning, but this week, the rhythm felt off. Mabel stopped midway through her meal, her tail still for a second before she walked to the kitchen rug runner to stare at the pantry door.
I used to judge our progress by the number of street signs Mabel and Walter passed. If we reached the far corner of the park, I felt a sense of accomplishment. My hand would reach for the leash hook by the door with a specific, rigid ambition.